In Case You Read This: A Journey of Connection and Self-Discovery
When I first picked up In Case You Read This by Edward Underhill, I was drawn in by the promise of a love story that transcends typical teen romance narratives. As an ardent fan of contemporary LGBTQ+ fiction, I couldn’t wait to see how Underhill, known for his nuanced characterizations in Always the Almost and This Day Changes Everything, would tackle the complexities of identity and connection in this latest offering. What I discovered was a heartfelt exploration of love, family, and the journey of self-acceptance, rooted in the compelling stories of two transgender teens, Arden and Gabe.
From the very first pages, I was captivated by Arden’s internal struggles. As he reluctantly travels from the warmth of Los Angeles to the chilly uncertainty of Winifred, Michigan, I felt an immediate empathy for his complex character. Underhill captures the teenage experience with remarkable sensitivity, making Arden’s sardonic wit a fitting counterpart to the depth of his vulnerabilities. This combination is what made me both chuckle and ache for him throughout the novel. I couldn’t help but relate to his artistic nature, especially in moments where he sketches the quirks of his surroundings, including Carhenge and Oscar the “megacat.” These details resonate deeply, reflecting the often ridiculous yet beautiful complexity of teenage life.
Then we meet Gabe, a character brimming with hope as he dreams of a future in California. His excitement about escaping small-town Illinois is infectious. Underhill does a masterful job of portraying him as a multifaceted individual—his passion for songwriting becomes a source of self-expression that beautifully parallels his emotional journey with Arden. The innovative structure, with dual perspectives, allowed me to oscillate between their worlds, making the stakes feel all the more real as their stories intertwined in unexpected ways.
One of my favorite aspects of the novel is the supporting cast, particularly the Pretzel Queer Club (PQC) members. Each character, from the bird-watching Brian to the intense Luna, brings a distinct personality that enriches the emotional landscape of the story. Their dynamic feels authentic, promoting the idea that family can be found beyond blood relations—a theme that resonates with many of us.
As I turned the pages, I found myself reflecting on the themes of generational trauma and identity. The nuanced portrayal of Arden’s family dynamics added layers to the narrative; the struggles between him and his mother and grandmother are expressed with maturity. Underhill is careful to avoid neat resolutions, making the characters’ journeys feel genuine and relatable. I particularly appreciated how the story treats trans identity not as a mere plot device but as an integral part of the rich, full lives these characters lead.
While the pacing falters slightly in the middle section, particularly during character settling scenes, this did not completely detract from my enjoyment. The text message interludes added a nice modern touch, enhancing the authenticity of teenage communication and making me smile over their shared moments.
In conclusion, In Case You Read This is a venture into the heart of LGBTQ+ young adult literature that I wholeheartedly recommend. It’s a book that speaks to anyone navigating their own identity while seeking connection and belonging. If you are looking for a story that expertly combines romance and the complexities of coming-of-age, Underhill’s latest work will warm your heart and perhaps leave you reflecting on your own journeys. I finished the book feeling fulfilled, with a renewed sense of the power of authentic storytelling. You won’t want to miss this gem!