Book Review: My Not So Perfect Crush by Nicole Carlotti
From the moment I stumbled upon My Not So Perfect Crush by Nicole Carlotti, I felt an undeniable pull. The title alone sparked a sense of nostalgia—who hasn’t experienced that mix of excitement and confusion wrapped up in youthful infatuation? As I dove into this heartfelt debut, I quickly realized this was more than just another teen romance; it was a genuine exploration of identity, friendship, and self-acceptance at the pivotal moment of teenage life.
The story centers around Dani DeMarco, an exuberant freshman whose journey unfolds like a dance—a mix of cheerleading routines, social obligations, and the messy nature of teenage life. Dani’s expectations about high school life take a significant turn after an anticlimactic kiss with the school’s hottest football player, Patrick. It’s a moment many might envy, but for Dani, it represents the chasm between societal expectations and her true feelings. As she begins to navigate her awakening attraction to Jaz, another cheerleader, the emotional complexities come to life, and readers are treated to a beautiful narrative that champions self-discovery.
Carlotti’s writing is both engaging and relatable. The pacing flowed effortlessly; I found myself laughing one moment and holding my breath in suspense the next. Her characters, especially Dani, feel incredibly authentic, embodying the whirlwind of emotions that accompany adolescence. The gradual development of relationships, intertwined with moments of tension and resolution, makes it hard to put the book down, which is precisely what happened to me—I finished it in less than a day!
One of the aspects I cherished was how nuanced the friendships are. Dani’s unraveling connection with her best friend Adriana felt painfully real. When Adriana starts to side with a new friend who drives a wedge between them, it evokes a universal truth about growing up: that friendships can shift in unexpected ways. The internal struggle Dani faces regarding her identity, compounded by the pressures of her social world, creates a backdrop for deep reflection—something I found resonated with my own experiences growing up.
Carlotti expertly captures moments of humor amid serious themes, creating a balance that keeps the reader engaged. Many quotes linger in my mind, but one that struck me most was when Dani participates in a GSA meeting, describing it as a “warm welcome and a safe space.” These sentiments, articulating the essence of community and acceptance, brought tears to my eyes.
In conclusion, My Not So Perfect Crush is a joy to read—a book that merges laughter with heartache and encourages readers to embrace their true selves. I wholeheartedly recommend it not only to young adults navigating their own paths but also to anyone supporting those on that journey. Carlotti’s debut is a significant milestone in LGBTQ+ young adult literature, and I eagerly await her next offering. This book is the kind that leaves an imprint on your heart, reminding us all of the beauty in being authentically ourselves.